That response hurt even more because he later saw his father standing near the old guitar, staring at it in silence. For a moment, it looked like he might play again. Instead, he turned out the light.
On his eighteenth birthday, his father slid a piece of paper across the kitchen table. From that point on, he would pay $250 a month for his room, due on the first.
To the son, it felt cold and unnecessary. He already worked part-time, but the new expense pushed him into extra shifts at a grocery store. Between rent, gas, groceries, car repairs, and basic personal costs, there was little left to save.
Whenever he made progress, something set him back. A vehicle repair, reduced hours, or worn-out work shoes could wipe out weeks of effort. Meanwhile, seeing his father buy beer or fishing gear only made the resentment grow.
Still, he tried to keep music alive. At nineteen, he managed to buy a used microphone and audio interface. He hung blankets on his bedroom walls to improve the sound and recorded songs at night.
One evening, his father appeared in the doorway and told him to turn the “racket” down because he had work the next morning. The argument that followed cut deep. His father said he could not stand watching him waste his life the same way he had.
After that, the son recorded less and less. The guitar stayed in its case more often. He still played when the house was empty, but the dream felt harder to defend.
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Then his father died of cancer.
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